Monday, November 1, 2010

You wanted...

A man who would love you.
A man who would support you in your interests, beliefs, desires, and choices.
A man who would protect you.
A man who would fight for you even when it seemed hopeless.
A man who would see every imperfect as another reason for your perfection and beauty.
A man who would move onto the next step with you and start a marriage and a family.
A man who would view you as the center of his universe.
A man who would remain faithful.
A man who would be honest.
A man who would choose you before anything else.

You had all of that... yet you decided to throw that all away for another man.



I might have made mistakes and we may have had problems, but no one person or couple is perfect. We were the closest you could get to perfection. I guess, that wasn't good enough for you. All of the sacrifices, all of the love, all of the nights we spent in the others arms, all of the fights and making up, all of the years we spent loving, all of the promises we made one another were all for nothing.

I waited around and hurt over someone who took me for granted and simply walked out on me for far longer than I should have. One day you'll realize the mistake you made. One day you'll regret your decision. One day you'll wish you would have listened to the words that I said. Maybe that day will come before it's too late, but I doubt it. Not when you think you're doing the best thing.

I'm done. And as our anniversary dawns over the horizon, I can only hope that I can maintain this attitude through that time.

You walked out on the best thing you were ever going to find. I gave you nothing less than perfection. This is the final moment of my life that I will dedicate to you. I have shed my final tear for you.

I do hope you find what it is you're looking for because in turn, that would simply lead you right back to me.

Together we will live forever. Together we will be a memory.
You are my life now.

Let me know how I look on the TV in a few years when I blow up with my filmmaking.

Goodbye, my love.
Goodbye, my best friend.
Goodbye, my Dooje.
Goodbye, my Juliet.
Goodbye, my Eve.
Goodbye, my Brittany.

I will miss you so...

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